Experiencing Some Technical Difficulties...

I was going to post something insightful right now...but, Timmy has yet to restore the gentle chaos that is my mind. Too many incomplete thoughts continue to plague me. Nothing worse than being alone with your own thoughts...the lonliness feels...eternal. But, I'm sure that I'll get them all sorted out. Perhaps it's time to stop wallowing in my own chaotic, insecure delusions (TOOL, Forty-Six & Two).

I think that while I have your attention though, I'd like to tell you that the sentiment from yesterday's post has not carried over into today...that post was written in the heat of the moment...harsh words and spiteful tone, to be sure. I do not regret writing those words, they were appropriate for the time...that time has past.

And while some of those feelings remain, they were perhaps a blessing in disguise...a gentle reminder of the darkness that permeates my soul. So, I greeted the world this morning with a different outlook. I'm not saying that things are smiles and sunshine right now...far from it. The world is just more inviting when you greet it with a smile and not a scowl. :)

In any event, things were actually as close to smiles and sunshine as they could possibly be. Some tense and awkward moments, but all in all nothing to terrible. Thankfully, I have my colleagues to keep me relatively sane. :) Cause of them, I was able to escape the day relatively unscathed.

Anyways, I spent the better part of this evening, fixing grammar and spelling mistakes and adding appropriate links into all of my previous posts here on Smiles and Sunshine. Not exactly the most fun one could have, but all of those little mistakes were bothering me...thought I'd fix'em while I remembered. At the behest of a co-worker, I'm suppose to watch the Amazing Race 5 tonight. I've been told that the Amazing Race, is the best show on TV...I would probably argue that...but, I'll give my co-worker the benefit of the doubt until I've actually seen the show. I'm sure if it sucks, she'll hear about it from me tomorry. :) Cool. Stay frosty junior detectives. I'm out. Later.